Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Beginning

At a mere 5' 2" and weighing a ghastly 142 lbs, I have reached a breaking point.  Throughout the past year I have flirted with Ana many times, but each time my loving (but nosy) friends have taken notice and made a severe effort to make sure I was eating.  This time will be different.

School is the best time for my starvation.  With classes to distract me, it is easy to refrain from eating anything at all.  The difficulty comes at night when my kitchen pantry calls to me.  I must be strong.  I must.

With the summer rapidly approaching, it is NECESSARY that I get my weight down by June.  That is only 2 months away!  My ultimate goal is 113, but it will be nearly impossible to reach that by June.  I can only hope that my will power can get me as close to my goal as possible.

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