Friday, May 15, 2009

Terrible

This will probably be short, because I am updating from the library and I will need to get back to class soon!  Lately I have just truly been awful.  I have been on a constant binge all week, and it needs to stop NOW.  I have just been so stressed out and I feel like I have lost control of literally everything in my life.  My boyfriend and I are on the brink of breaking up, I'm struggling to keep my grades up, and I am having troubles with my job and my schedule.  I seriously do not know what to do, and I really wish that I could regain control at least of my eating!

This weekend will be extremely crazy, but I really need to stay strong and be in control.  That really is all I need (and a lower number on the scale).  I guess I will have to be truly dedicated and motivated to maintain control, but hopefully I can do it!

I really enjoy reading everyone's blogs!  It really gives me motivation and hope that I can regain control of my life and my eating.  Please say an Ana prayer for me as I try to stop this binge habit immediately!!!

Hopefully tonight I can fit in a workout and also control my eating!!

Love to you all girlies!
xoxoxo Lexi
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4 comments:

  1. AnonymousMay 17, 2009 at 2:19 PM

    This was my week not too long ago. If you fall off your horse, just get back on! The ravenous days will pass.

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  2. Celia D.May 20, 2009 at 6:45 PM

    Aw, things will get better! Don't worry. I'm going through the same thing(s) right now.
    On my blog I asked for a texting buddy. Let me know if you need someone for support or anything.

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  3. AnonymousMay 22, 2009 at 6:46 PM

    Everythings gonna be on time. Don't worry because the stress sometimes it's our worse enemy.
    l hope you find peace.

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  4. erin_dMay 25, 2009 at 4:49 AM

    I found this weight loss competition on this blogging thing xanga that some girls do, u can see it here: http://summer09-challenge.xanga.com/

    It would be fun cause we can compete with weight loss, but in a enjoyable and supportive way. And we could have a points system like if we stay under goal calorie intake we get 5 points.

    Would you want to join if I made a site like this on blogger?

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