SORRY!

Girls, I cannot tell you how sorry I am that I have not blogged in so long!  I have been insanely busy with graduation and end-of-school-year stuff!  Finally things are winding down and I can begin to focus on Ana and staying on track with weight loss and control.

Now that school is over, I am going to wake up early and work out daily.  Also, I have become a pro at making iced coffee, and I have to say that it has become my new addiction!  Even if I indulge in my favorite iced latte with sugar free syrup, it only has 60 cals!  It is incredible how that little drink can fill me up completely, and give me enough of a caffeine kick to keep me motivated to stay on track all day!  I am in love with a drink!!!! :)

Since work has started for the summer, I will have more money!  This is definitely very important in the part of my summer goal that involves changing my clothing style.  I've already begun to invest in some new clothing articles that incorporate the new style I am working towards!  Also, I have found that accessories are truly what makes an outfit great.  Earrings, bangles, necklaces, etc. have become another new obsession!

I have a lot of work to do before I will be close to my goal weight, but with vigilance and the support of you all I know I can do it!  I know WE can do it!!

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Keep on starving girlies!

xoxo Lexi

Terrible

This will probably be short, because I am updating from the library and I will need to get back to class soon!  Lately I have just truly been awful.  I have been on a constant binge all week, and it needs to stop NOW.  I have just been so stressed out and I feel like I have lost control of literally everything in my life.  My boyfriend and I are on the brink of breaking up, I'm struggling to keep my grades up, and I am having troubles with my job and my schedule.  I seriously do not know what to do, and I really wish that I could regain control at least of my eating!

This weekend will be extremely crazy, but I really need to stay strong and be in control.  That really is all I need (and a lower number on the scale).  I guess I will have to be truly dedicated and motivated to maintain control, but hopefully I can do it!

I really enjoy reading everyone's blogs!  It really gives me motivation and hope that I can regain control of my life and my eating.  Please say an Ana prayer for me as I try to stop this binge habit immediately!!!

Hopefully tonight I can fit in a workout and also control my eating!!

Love to you all girlies!

xoxoxo Lexi

Summer Challenge 2009

Thanks to PrettyWreck for the Summer Challenge 2009!  Check it out and join in the fun! :]

Age: 18

Current Weight:  143 lbs

Goal Weight Loss:  109 by August 9th (34 lbs!)

Personal Goal:  To go to college as a new woman!  This includes eating habits, body appearance, wardrobe, figuring out who my true friends are, interaction with boys, and attitude!!

Biggest Challenges:  Not having binge days or periods.  Regaining control after a minor cheat.  Working out everyday, and maintaining constant control of what I put into my body. 

Question For Week #1:

HOLY SHIT! YOU CAUGHT A LEPRECHAUN!Instead of gold, he gives you a choice. You can either:
A) Be forever the weight of your dreams, and never have to worry about gaining a pound or
B) Be the richest person in the world, and your money will never run out
What do you choose?

Honestly? Probably A.  I can always work for money and I really am comfortable with my life the way it is!  Being my dream weight would allow me to be more confident and focused on making money and pursuing the career of my dreams to match my body! :)