Lets start with intake.. So far today I've had half of one 12oz. iced coffee (60 cals for whole 12oz.) and two roma tomatoes with lemon pepper (35 cals each). So my total intake is 135 so far, with a little wiggle room since I only drake half of the coffee. I'm hoping that I can stick it out and not eat anything else the rest of the day, and also squeeze in a workout on the elliptical sometime!
Tomorrow I leave for my friends lake house with a group of my closest guy and girl friends. This means lots of boating, food, and *gasp* bikinis! I'm incredibly nervous to be in a bikini in front of all my skinny friends and our cute guy friends. I'm also nervous for the amount of food that I will be presented with and whether I will be able to keep from bingeing. Hopefully with the thought of being in a bikini will keep me from over eating. It would really help me to have an Ana texting buddy! If anyone is interested, email me at thinstrongana@gmail.com and we can keep each other away from food and maintain control!
Today has been super productive! I've gotten so many things done today that I am feeling very accomplished. I think it all goes back to that control issue. My association between being productive and control relates to my connection between food and control. That is why I've been able to stay out of the kitchen, even though I've been home all day! :)
Wish me luck on my trip! Hope I can manage to keep food away from me so I can look thin and beautiful!!
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Think thin lovelies!
xoxo Lexi
